Keep failing


I have done 4 straight days of roleplaying and I have not closed 1 person.  Feeling low for sure.  I lost control from the word go.

Having said that, I have stumbled upon some fantastic veterans, from season 1 and 2.  They gave me great advice.  They gave me suggestions on how I can do this better.  Even the HTM leader that I was spamming my updates to, gave me advice. 

While I really hate doing role plays, and I am not really looking forward to doing it tonight,  I know to get good, I need to do it.  If I give up when I fail, then I deserve to be poor and be the BMW (Bitchers, Moaners and Whingers <-- no I did not invent this term!)  Otherwise I owe it to the people who helped me so far.