I have done 4 straight days of roleplaying and I have not closed 1 person. Feeling low for sure. I lost control from the word go.
Having said that, I have stumbled upon some fantastic veterans, from season 1 and 2. They gave me great advice. They gave me suggestions on how I can do this better. Even the HTM leader that I was spamming my updates to, gave me advice.
While I really hate doing role plays, and I am not really looking forward to doing it tonight, I know to get good, I need to do it. If I give up when I fail, then I deserve to be poor and be the BMW (Bitchers, Moaners and Whingers <-- no I did not invent this term!) Otherwise I owe it to the people who helped me so far.